Wassup from dat vanguard doughhhh
Arista cat is doing my weave right now! LOL!!
“GOOD MORNING SANTA CLARA!”
It’s time to do something that i should of done 2 years ago.
Since 2008, i fell in love with them.. why not do what i’ve been dreaming of ..especially for my last year in the activity….
Was the high light of my summer.
The moment i saw them on their break i can not describe the incredible feeling of them yelling out “OMG ROXXXXXXXXXYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!”
it was so heart warming and of course i was in tears..
When Megan looked at me her eyes became so watery and she dropped everything and gave me the BIGGEST hug in the world, my sister for life, i missed her so much and i am such a lucky person to have not just people but family in my life.
Seeing them ALL tonight, Trevor, Ashley, Megan aka: kesha, Noel, little kelsey, Canada!, arista lil dinosaur, karissa, val, macrazzyyyy, amy lil sis, saralynnn, amanda chola, my black mamba, even my sophie who is now going on tour to fill a weapon spot! :D, janna!, marissa for a hot second who is now with phantom! :DDDD, even some of the horn players, little brother ethan, GEORGE and his laugh!, Jorge, and so many others that i just hugged forever and didn’t want to let go!
All these amazing people that i love so much.
I love you SCV family forever and always :) <3
Finals day, a day and moment that will always be in my heart. I remember looking at now one of my bestest friend Sophie, before we went on to do our final run, we did our ritual little saying and i looked at sophie and i said…
” Soph, can i tell you something? I remember being in my room on my computer watching Phantom, BD, Cavies, SCV 2004 over and over again, and Crown telling myself one day i’ll be them and i can not wait to audition wherever i go. I remember watching Phantom 2008 a million times and i would always see something new every time and falling in love with them every single damn time. Then i saw BD in 2009, where i was literally on my feet the whole show and i just wanted scream on top of my lungs of excitement. I remember telling myself, one day i’ll be on a field doing a finals show and i get to watch myself on youtube lol. Now look at where we are, at finals, about to do our finals show, and moments away from everything that I’ve always dreamed of.”
We became so teary eyed that we stopped ourselves before bursting our tears to each other. Then they called us up to get ready,(Santa Clara Vanguard you’re up!) i looked at soph and soph looked at me and she said ” you ready?” i said, “We’re ready..”
IMMA EMAIL THEM RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!!
WHAT AM I WAITING FOR!!!!!!!!
Someone who has inspired me and changed me so much for the better: Amanda Morris.
I have never been so inspired by someone who has been the toughest person in my life but tough in such a great way. She pushed me and my gawd she has pulled me to an extent that no one has ever in my life. If i can thank her everyday of my life i would and if i could have another season with her at SCV as my flag tech i would take it in a heart beat. She has shown me that i do have a back bone and thick skin is REAL!! lol I’ve seen her perform in videos but i bet that doesn’t beat seeing it live and i would kill to have a moment of watching her perform live. Since i got off that plane on August 15th, the day after finals, not only did i bring sweet east coast love’n but a stronger minded and with a much more stronger heart. Thank you Amanda Morris, thank you for believing in me and never giving up when i gave up on myself. I owe you in life and hopefully that will be one day when i am at finals in DCI or WGI and making you proud. <3
SOPHIE! This is the show that my shoe heel ripped off!! :D best show ever!! hahahahahhahaha!!!!